May 26, 2004 19:53
I think the world is just slushing by right now. everyone cant wait to get out of school and start the summer. all my seniors are waiting to graduate and move onto bigger and better things. But right now everything just seems to be moving really slow. I think there is like 15 days of school left. I can't wait in away and in other ways I just want to hold on. I'm gunna miss our seniors so much next year the school is going to be really empty without them. Joe I'm not gunna miss so much cause he is never home anyway and as a big brother he is never there so that wont make much of a difference. But the swim team will never be the same and well just everything. I wont be able to run up to evan and give him a hug! that im diffenately gunna miss. In that sense our seniors I want to hold onto to you and never let go but we all need to grow onto bigger and better things.
But we had our first peer leadership meeting today which was awesome. I had so much fun with that. I already started connecting with some of those people and i can tell already that that is going to be my favorite class next year. I can't wait for all the activities and all the cool stuff we are going to do in that stuff. But like I said things are moving slow and I have plenty of time before that comes. But September will be here before you know it.
I really can't wait for this weekend though it's gunna be really nice out and Bryan and I are gunna go to the beach with some people to do after prom activities. Which is definately gunna be a lot of fun.
I'm also really excited and I can stop freaking out I'm gunna pass chemistry this marking period. I have a 63.6 now but we are taking another quiz on friday that will bring my average up to a 70 something so I'll get a C. I dont know what I would have done if I had failed. I would have gotten really down. I dont fail ever at anything excepecially when people tell me I can't do something. But now I dont have to worry about that. I talked to my mom about it before so I dont have to worry about it at all anymore so I feel alot better. I tell ya that guilt worried gut can really get to you.
Well the only thing I have left to worry about now is my wrist. I have to go back to the doctor on tuesday morning and I think he is gunna tell me that he is gunna just do some surgery to see what going on in there. It hurts like hell today cause its cold and gross out. Hopefully it will be nice out tomorrow. The nice thing is thought that I'm out of gym so i dont have to worry about sweating my ass off the rest of the year! Yeah! I tell ya gym is nasty stuff when its hot out.
Well thats all for now! And a special thanks to lauren for making my journal all pretty!
~*Cait*~