May 24, 2004 16:07
Well today was a pretty good day. Progress reports still haven' come in so i get to live a little longer maybe till like tomorrow. My baby picked me up from school today which was really nice. I got to see him and give him a huge kiss.
I just cant wait for school to be over. I want to get my tan and be done with this stuff. Done with all my work and done with CHEMISTRY! I can' stand it I hate it. I really just dont wanna fail this marking period. I dont know how a teacher can fail a student for doing their work and trying their absolute hardest. I dont know how any teacher does that. When a student fails it should be due to the fact that that student doesnt but the effort into pass. But I do but the effort in I spend time everynight going over stuff. I've been studying for the final for 2 weeks already. My report card is going to be amazing this year its going to be a... b... a ...b ....E.....A ....b ...a its soo stupid. I have put more effort into that class then ever before and now I'm failing. I know that someone should earn the grades they get and yes numerically I have earned the E but I have put so much time and effort into trying to pass and I just can't. I need 3 points to pass and I know that my teacher will not give it to me. I just dont know how to fail. This is truly and completely bothering me. So if anybody has any advice in how to approach this then please I need anything I can get right now.
On the flip side Summer is coming. WE got a nice taste of it this weekend. Bryan and I went up to the boardwalk this weekend and it was absolutely gorgeous. We got icecream and went on a couple rides. Only the really fast spinning ones though cause I think Bryan was trying to make me throw up. Haa haa i beat u! lol mwah! All I want right now is to lay up on the beach and bake myself out in the sun and when it gets to hot to take a dive into the ocean. That would be amazing! Someday soon hopefully if i survive this week!
~*Cait*~