Jul 22, 2005 23:28
today has been really great. i finaly got closure with nick. its been so difficult lately. i mean i cant stand having somthing to say yet not being able to say it. besides i dont want to hate him and think hes so horrible because he isnt. besides i would really love to be friends again, hes still a rad guy. My bitterness is so way gone, yes i still feel hurt inside a little and i do still love him alot inside but not as much and im putting it behind me.
I've also kinda resolved things a bit with Sarina. I still dont totally approve of her choicxe in men but i realise it not my place to judge her. and i do still feel threatend by veronica but im not going to let it ruin the relationship. We're supposed to be meeting up for a coffee and chat soon
AAAAAAAND i wonder when cedes is back i need to buy ticktes for the hot hot heat concert. if your reading this
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