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the wonderful:
my lovely TEAL shirt that reminds me to be bright
spending some time with nick, and the just talking
i dont really want to write it, but i really cant pretend it didnt happen, and things feel so much better out in the open
The NOT so wondeful:
i have some tension with about 3 people right now, and its kind of wearing me a me little thin. I fucked up and i dont know how to fix it. or if i even can. someone said really hateful things to me tonight, and i dont want to gossip or cause drama, but it really hurt.
In Literature we discussed how people dont like to belive that people would hurt them. that its human nature and a defense mechanism to have a false hope that bad things cant possibly happen to you.
but im going to move on, and try to fix things. because i refuse to have a bad year, i just refuse.
ive been alone in my house for four hours i wish marky was home. i need some company
Jaclyn
my lovely TEAL shirt that reminds me to be bright
spending some time with nick, and the just talking
i dont really want to write it, but i really cant pretend it didnt happen, and things feel so much better out in the open
The NOT so wondeful:
i have some tension with about 3 people right now, and its kind of wearing me a me little thin. I fucked up and i dont know how to fix it. or if i even can. someone said really hateful things to me tonight, and i dont want to gossip or cause drama, but it really hurt.
In Literature we discussed how people dont like to belive that people would hurt them. that its human nature and a defense mechanism to have a false hope that bad things cant possibly happen to you.
but im going to move on, and try to fix things. because i refuse to have a bad year, i just refuse.
ive been alone in my house for four hours i wish marky was home. i need some company
Jaclyn