I have a ramble...
Ok, so yesterday was my birthday...so, I have this whole nostalgia thing going on...plus I just cleaned out my email...so here goes.
I miss you. I miss the old you though. Not the current, different you. And I know that people change and things happen. But I want the old you back. The one that didn't look at my weaknesses with contempt, when everything was pure and love and safe. When I didn't doubt myself around you. When I felt 10 feet tall despite the fact that I could never quite break your shadow. And that is all. I know that the old you is dead, the old me is dead, and that there is no room for the new us in either one of our lives. But I still look at pictures with fond memories, only now they sit beside a broken heart. How many times can one heart be broken? Too many apparently. I hope you're doing well, I hope life is good, I hope you feel the same...
This is public for all the reasons I want it to be...and no I won't name names...
I miss you. I miss the old you though. Not the current, different you. And I know that people change and things happen. But I want the old you back. The one that didn't look at my weaknesses with contempt, when everything was pure and love and safe. When I didn't doubt myself around you. When I felt 10 feet tall despite the fact that I could never quite break your shadow. And that is all. I know that the old you is dead, the old me is dead, and that there is no room for the new us in either one of our lives. But I still look at pictures with fond memories, only now they sit beside a broken heart. How many times can one heart be broken? Too many apparently. I hope you're doing well, I hope life is good, I hope you feel the same...
This is public for all the reasons I want it to be...and no I won't name names...