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i saw this movie today 
and it made me start to think, sex like this is an addiction
once you you cum this way its hard to ever go back.
its a drug , nothing ever meets the rush like restraints and hair pulling .
I am a submissive , i enjoy domination
maybe not to such an extreme , but it gets me off like no other
i am in a dreamy mood today ,
you cant ask me why i feel the way i do when ido , its been so many years to try and explain would be a waste of breathe
it doesnt seem like i should be the way i am
everything looks normal
but alot of fuck ups in genetic and enviromental factors went into making me
but all in all
i am really missing my father
it just doesnt seem right that he isnt here, that i cant hear the country music playing from the kitchen, or the smell of red wine on his mouth when he hugs me good night. theres no more laughter here
and then i am unsure being without a job .... it is the first time in practically 3 yrs and i am scared
im just really really scared
and it made me start to think, sex like this is an addiction
once you you cum this way its hard to ever go back.
its a drug , nothing ever meets the rush like restraints and hair pulling .
I am a submissive , i enjoy domination
maybe not to such an extreme , but it gets me off like no other
i am in a dreamy mood today ,
you cant ask me why i feel the way i do when ido , its been so many years to try and explain would be a waste of breathe
it doesnt seem like i should be the way i am
everything looks normal
but alot of fuck ups in genetic and enviromental factors went into making me
but all in all
i am really missing my father
it just doesnt seem right that he isnt here, that i cant hear the country music playing from the kitchen, or the smell of red wine on his mouth when he hugs me good night. theres no more laughter here
and then i am unsure being without a job .... it is the first time in practically 3 yrs and i am scared
im just really really scared