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[strawberryloner]

i need to sort out my thoughts
if i don't overcome this now, it will be too late.

-to pick up a new gush of motivation for me to work hard
-to stop thinking about the past and MOVE ON!!! and get over that stupid phobia of scoring lousy marks for tests and exams after a round of hard work
-TO STOP LETTING EMOTIONS take over my sensible BRAIN.
-I NEED TO FOCUS!!! this is the biggest problem as i really can't focus at all.
-new ways to study

i need help, from myself.
but some good advices from others are welcome too.

have flunk 2 tests already.
next week's 2 tests, i want to do better.
yes, I WANT.
i need to do better.
but where does the motivation comes from?
how do i study effectively?

OVERCOME. OVERCOME. OVERCOME.