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there is a point to my smoking. you see, theres a period of time, after a few drags or so, that your body, your mind, your heart, everything just goes completly numb. you dont even think about anything. Not your best friend, not homework, not even yourself. you dont even think. its just a period of clarity. where nothing is real, nothing is fake, the world is barely moving. its just you, sitting there, staring. thats it. i think thats why smoking is so peaceful for me. it makes it easier to get to sleep, and to get your mind off of stupid, pointless shit.
cancer? what cancer?
cancer? what cancer?