ive got a bad feeling about this......
so wow i havent updated this thing in 4ever grad bash was soo much fun taking back sunday was awesome with amber.... haha LB we made it all the way to the front.... dont forget to get me a copy of that guy he was soooo hot....whoa! im sooo tired right now and all i can think about is the cuban, thursday night we went to the movies and to his house and we were in his room all i could see was those other girls everywhere and letters from them(ok so i got alittle nosy) but i have every right...so we were just laying there and he went to kiss me and i started crying... kind of a random moment to cry but i just keep thinking as he was coming closer what am i doing hes just gonna hurt me like all the rest y am i even here... and he felt my tears and he asked me what was wrong and i of course said nothing and then i finally told him and that i didnt want to be hurt again and he said he wouldnt hurt me and i told him he couldn't promise me something like that and he said that he promised that he would hurt me on purpose... and now we havent talked and this is hurting me.... soooo ummm about not hurting me?????????