Stupid sleep
So my sleep last night sucked horribly. First of all, I went to sleep with "Ring Around the Rosey" stuck in my head, which is pretty much the worst song kids could ever sing and my kids are definitely not learning it. Who the hell made up a song as depressing as that, and why is it still around? I dunno but it makes me mad.
So anyway that was scary and such as I was drifting off ... then I dreamed that Stephen died in a car accident. Every time I dream somebody died it takes me a while in the dream for it to sink in, and I'll just be doing something random and suddenly break down ... and I remember I did that again in my dream. So I woke up and made sure Stephen was alive, then went back to sleep.
Then I dreamed that my kitty Ramses drowned. We were at some hotel with an awesome pool, that had these stone steps that gradually went down in the water over a huuuuge space ... there were a whole lot of steps, I remember that. And Ramses, loving to look at water like he does, was sitting on one of the steps next to me. It was really shallow so only his bum, paws, and tail were wet, and he was just looking around. Then suddenly he slipped in deeper and I couldn't get him out ... and suddenly there were a bunch of bubbles and he sank to the bottom. I totally flipped out because even though I was RIGHT THERE, I couldn't get to him.
I went back to sleep and dreamed something else depressing, but I can't remember much of it now ... something about me and Katie being spinsters and adopting some kid, and he flipped out and killed a bunch of people, I dunno.
My Ramses dream is still haunting me and I keep getting up to make sure he's okay. I dunno why I kept dreaming such awful stuff ... I think that damnable song cursed my sleep, and possibly the rest of my day, because today was pretty crappy. Poo. :-(
So anyway that was scary and such as I was drifting off ... then I dreamed that Stephen died in a car accident. Every time I dream somebody died it takes me a while in the dream for it to sink in, and I'll just be doing something random and suddenly break down ... and I remember I did that again in my dream. So I woke up and made sure Stephen was alive, then went back to sleep.
Then I dreamed that my kitty Ramses drowned. We were at some hotel with an awesome pool, that had these stone steps that gradually went down in the water over a huuuuge space ... there were a whole lot of steps, I remember that. And Ramses, loving to look at water like he does, was sitting on one of the steps next to me. It was really shallow so only his bum, paws, and tail were wet, and he was just looking around. Then suddenly he slipped in deeper and I couldn't get him out ... and suddenly there were a bunch of bubbles and he sank to the bottom. I totally flipped out because even though I was RIGHT THERE, I couldn't get to him.
I went back to sleep and dreamed something else depressing, but I can't remember much of it now ... something about me and Katie being spinsters and adopting some kid, and he flipped out and killed a bunch of people, I dunno.
My Ramses dream is still haunting me and I keep getting up to make sure he's okay. I dunno why I kept dreaming such awful stuff ... I think that damnable song cursed my sleep, and possibly the rest of my day, because today was pretty crappy. Poo. :-(