even though you ain't got money..
i love the song "danny's song". ever since i heard my dad and marium singing it at my house the other night, i haven't been able to stop listening to it. it just makes me feel warm and fuzzy, and it reminds me of what love should be.
and it reminds me of what i'm waiting for. i don't doubt that my feelings for bart are at that level, because i love him more than i could have imagined. but i just don't know that he is ready for that kind of love yet. and i'm not secure in his feelings for me. i know he loves me and cares about me, but when i make that decision to spend the rest of my life with someone, i have to know, without any doubt that they love me just as much as i love them. and i have to know that i'm the only one they want.. forever.
maybe that is a lot to ask for, but i believe that it exists, and therefore, it is what i am waiting for.
and it reminds me of what i'm waiting for. i don't doubt that my feelings for bart are at that level, because i love him more than i could have imagined. but i just don't know that he is ready for that kind of love yet. and i'm not secure in his feelings for me. i know he loves me and cares about me, but when i make that decision to spend the rest of my life with someone, i have to know, without any doubt that they love me just as much as i love them. and i have to know that i'm the only one they want.. forever.
maybe that is a lot to ask for, but i believe that it exists, and therefore, it is what i am waiting for.