mixed feelings?
Last night was initiation night. I officially hate pledging. I think it's all such bullshit, and no one should ever have to do all that shit just to become a part of a social group. Sororities are actually kind of shit. I mean, sometimes i enjoy being in one.. but basically i just think pledging is completely unnecessary and retarded. I personally don't like to see people cry. but that's just me.
Last night, overall was pretty fun. but there was one thing in particular that kind of killed the entire night. i don't know how to feel about it. obviously, i'm upset. but am i being unrealistic? is it unrealistic to hope that maybe someone can just be faithful to me? okay, so maybe he didn't cheat on me, but he was pretty damn close. and right in front of my face, too. it was just really disrespectful.. and not to mention uncomfortable. i just don't know how to feel. i'm not as upset as i would have thought i'd be.. but that's because i've expected this the whole time. once a slut, always a slut. right?
why is my life always so dramatic? i just want to escape the drama for once.. maybe i should just turn lesbian. but then again, girls are super dramatic. so maybe i should just be asexual. yeah. i think i'm gunna try that out.
Last night, overall was pretty fun. but there was one thing in particular that kind of killed the entire night. i don't know how to feel about it. obviously, i'm upset. but am i being unrealistic? is it unrealistic to hope that maybe someone can just be faithful to me? okay, so maybe he didn't cheat on me, but he was pretty damn close. and right in front of my face, too. it was just really disrespectful.. and not to mention uncomfortable. i just don't know how to feel. i'm not as upset as i would have thought i'd be.. but that's because i've expected this the whole time. once a slut, always a slut. right?
why is my life always so dramatic? i just want to escape the drama for once.. maybe i should just turn lesbian. but then again, girls are super dramatic. so maybe i should just be asexual. yeah. i think i'm gunna try that out.