crazy weekend..
alright. so friday..
i went out to our friday breakfasts with Marcus and Derek.
Then, i basically did nothing all day.. and then around 5, Eric and i went out and built a snowman. We named her Carol. lol she was pretty ugly, but it was fun.
What kind of threw me off, however, was the fact that he drew a heart in the snow, and inside it he wrote: kara + eric. I really don't understnad that kid, and it's really frustrating bc i know i like him.
So anyways, after we built the snowman, we parted ways.. and it was time for friday night. Marcus, Lisa, Shayna, Lucy & I went to Wagner for the Cocktail party. Then after that, Marcus and I hung out in his room for a bit, before heading to the Weber house to meet back up with everyone. There, i had fun. We played Chess, and i met some of Mike's friends. They followed us around a little bit, and it was slightly annoying, but whatever. At the end of the night, we ended up at the UG. and I saw Alex there. I ended up hooking up with him and sleeping over there. My bad..
It was gay though, bc i know that he really likes me.. and it was really hypocritical of me to hook up with him, bc i think that's so wrong to lead people on like that. I know that i did tell him what the deal was, but sometimes people mistake actions for words. I just hope that things aren't completely fucked over right now. Either way, it's not gunna happen again. He's too gentle for my taste...
So then i woke up sat morning, left Alex's and then came back to my room to sleep. Maybe like 30 min later, however, i get a phone call from my father telling me that my grandmother isn't doing so well, and that he doesn't think that she's gunna make it. It was really hard hearing that, and I was really upset, but i went back to sleep and i calmed down a little bit.
So then, when i woke up agian.. and lucy, shayna and i went to taco bell for some food. yumm. i went to the bank to pull out some money before hand though, and it took my ATM card bc i couldn't remember the pin number. So that kind of sucks, i'm gunna have to get that back soon.
Whatever, so after lunch, we came back and watched Edward Scissorhands, and i fell asleep. Only to wake up at 7 pm to my mom calling me to tell me that maybe sweetie might be okay after all. It was so great to hear that. Really, it was.
So then i headed over to Westminster bc i promised Eric i would help him pick out something to wear to the formal tonight. So i did, then came back, got ready.. and Eric met up with us here. We pre-gamed (sort of) in shayna's room and took pictures, before heading to the dance.
The dance/party/formal was really lame. I'm not sure i really want to pledge this sorority anymore. But whatever. We'll see.
I swear though, if Eric hadn't been my date, i would have been miserable tonight. He was a good choice for me. :) Especially since i like him..
When we were leaving, we made a stop at Mom's and talked. He told me that he's going to break up with Catie after Christmas break, because he doesn't really love her. He also told me that he really likes me.. etc etc. So, we'll see what happens.
For now, i had a pretty good night, and i heard everything that i wanted to hear from Eric. Tomorrow night should be fun too. :) But i feel bad, bc i don't really know how to handle this situation with eric/justin.
alright, anyways - i'm out.
i went out to our friday breakfasts with Marcus and Derek.
Then, i basically did nothing all day.. and then around 5, Eric and i went out and built a snowman. We named her Carol. lol she was pretty ugly, but it was fun.
What kind of threw me off, however, was the fact that he drew a heart in the snow, and inside it he wrote: kara + eric. I really don't understnad that kid, and it's really frustrating bc i know i like him.
So anyways, after we built the snowman, we parted ways.. and it was time for friday night. Marcus, Lisa, Shayna, Lucy & I went to Wagner for the Cocktail party. Then after that, Marcus and I hung out in his room for a bit, before heading to the Weber house to meet back up with everyone. There, i had fun. We played Chess, and i met some of Mike's friends. They followed us around a little bit, and it was slightly annoying, but whatever. At the end of the night, we ended up at the UG. and I saw Alex there. I ended up hooking up with him and sleeping over there. My bad..
It was gay though, bc i know that he really likes me.. and it was really hypocritical of me to hook up with him, bc i think that's so wrong to lead people on like that. I know that i did tell him what the deal was, but sometimes people mistake actions for words. I just hope that things aren't completely fucked over right now. Either way, it's not gunna happen again. He's too gentle for my taste...
So then i woke up sat morning, left Alex's and then came back to my room to sleep. Maybe like 30 min later, however, i get a phone call from my father telling me that my grandmother isn't doing so well, and that he doesn't think that she's gunna make it. It was really hard hearing that, and I was really upset, but i went back to sleep and i calmed down a little bit.
So then, when i woke up agian.. and lucy, shayna and i went to taco bell for some food. yumm. i went to the bank to pull out some money before hand though, and it took my ATM card bc i couldn't remember the pin number. So that kind of sucks, i'm gunna have to get that back soon.
Whatever, so after lunch, we came back and watched Edward Scissorhands, and i fell asleep. Only to wake up at 7 pm to my mom calling me to tell me that maybe sweetie might be okay after all. It was so great to hear that. Really, it was.
So then i headed over to Westminster bc i promised Eric i would help him pick out something to wear to the formal tonight. So i did, then came back, got ready.. and Eric met up with us here. We pre-gamed (sort of) in shayna's room and took pictures, before heading to the dance.
The dance/party/formal was really lame. I'm not sure i really want to pledge this sorority anymore. But whatever. We'll see.
I swear though, if Eric hadn't been my date, i would have been miserable tonight. He was a good choice for me. :) Especially since i like him..
When we were leaving, we made a stop at Mom's and talked. He told me that he's going to break up with Catie after Christmas break, because he doesn't really love her. He also told me that he really likes me.. etc etc. So, we'll see what happens.
For now, i had a pretty good night, and i heard everything that i wanted to hear from Eric. Tomorrow night should be fun too. :) But i feel bad, bc i don't really know how to handle this situation with eric/justin.
alright, anyways - i'm out.