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May 13, 2009 00:17

I've vomited two separate nights in the past barely-month; one of those wasn't even in Vegas. It's weird; I know when my body wants to do it for the most part, but tonight was extremely weird. I didn't know what my body wanted me to do and it was making me feel worse because I didn't know how I could feel better.

I've had bizarre health issues since a few weeks ago. Well, not crazy, but just new for me. I think I now have allergies in May, which means the beginning and end of summer now fucking suck and are dead to me. I don't know if it was because it was my first May with them, but they really took a toll on me. Landing after Vegas messed with my left ear and then I think the sinus pressure from allergies made it worse with it peaking at the end of the week. I'm taking REAL medicine now and it is getting better. So, I'm not as worried that I'm going deaf now.

I've been working on content to type up for a writing series I want to kinda do, to get back into writing (this is anime related). In doing this , I've found out that my favorite director (Tsuneo Kobayashi) has directed Kurokami (which its been a few years since he's done anything), which means this will be an instant buy for me. I've gotten so... whatever at work, that when I come home I don't even want to do anything. :| I hate not having the motivation I used to have (read: I hate working full-time during the day--maybe its just dependent on the job--meaning, I'm looking now for other jobs, because I only wanted this one to move up the company ladder and have some money TO move). I'm considering applying for JET again when the next round comes around; I feel more like I would want to do it now. Of course, I'd rather live in Tokyo, but... well, I'm still figuring that out.
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