people never change.

[strawberrycharm]

When a person causes me this much anger, drama, and hurt feelings, I personally don't think a friendship would be worth it. I mean, seriously, if your goal is to be insensitive towards my feelings and try to deliberately hurt me more and more often, why would you want to be my friend? It seems kind of pointless. I mean, this is what you wanted right? To fuck up everything and just have me sit around and watch you kill me even more? I'm tired of this. What I saw last night was a dumb confused little boy. People never change. The problem is that I want to be nice and caring and trusting with everyone.  But people are not good anymore. I have never felt as disrespected as I did last night with you. People never deserve 2nd chance, 3rd chance, or even more, but I forgive quickly and easily because I want to believe people are actually good in the world. I want people to forgive and give me more than one chance.  What sucks is that you also constantly get walked on over and over again when you forgive. People never change. People never change.

I regret ever speaking to you again. Should have ignored that phone call. This won't be happening again. You've gotten the best of me too many times. Mess with me again, and I swear, I will fuck you over.
!!**MiMi**!!