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[strawberry_snow]

I feel unhappy.

Nothing happened, just... on the bus (why is it always the bus?) I suddenly felt enormously insufficient as an existence.

Hmmm.

The mood'll pass.

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[jumon_rakkyaku]

I used to feel like that on the bus every now and again. There's just something about being on the bus--maybe the anonymity and the aloneness--that does that, I think. Everyone around you is going all over the place, living their lives, and it kind of makes you feel insignificant, singled out and weird. It sucks.

But, like you said, the mood'll pass. Hopefully, anyway.

I read your last entry, too, and the only thing I can think of? You need something dramatic to happen. I don't know what, and I can't begin to even suggest something, but really, if something dramatic just shook up your life and made you unstable and have to think on your toes, it'd probably make you feel a lot more alive and less--well, as you put it--boring.

Who knows? Maybe you'll win a contest or something. Maybe someone will be like OMG MARRY ME. You never know. Every time I get placated with my life, something comes along and shakes it up.

[strawberry_snow]

XD Probably doesn't help that whenever remotely possible I sit in the back corner of the bus, and either stare out the window or stare at everyone else. Good vantage point. Puts funny thoughts in your head, though.

Something dramatic shaking up my life would be nice. Reaaaal nice. Sigh. You need to COME BACK HERE NAO with some souvenir drama. ;D Mwahahaha. Say hi to Gabe for me. <3

AHAHAHA, ME NO NEED SOCIAL DRAMA, KTHXPLZ. If someone were like, "OMG MARRY ME" I'd have to be like, "OMG WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU." XD And I'd have to enter a contest to win one, rofl. Nah... my life stays pretty sedentary since I moved out of my parents' house. When I still LIVED there, then man, dad would sure as hell shake things up. XD

[jumon_rakkyaku]

See, I always sat in the same spot in the middle of the bus, just in front of the back door. I don't know why--it was cold, drafty and obnoxious, but it guaranteed me that nobody would sit behind me. For some reason that always frightened me. xD I remember when we used to sit on the bus--we'd always have to fight to find a good seat. LOL. If we got one at all!

Gabe says herro! He is sleeping cause he's sick. He got me sick, too, which, combined with my wisdom teeth surgery, is not very good at all ~_~"""

I can't come backz! Not yet. I'm gonna be leaving for Virginia in two days and then after that I will probably have a full time job (CROSS UR FINGRZ?!)

And yeah I realized after I wrote what I did that you had enough social drama, mostly thanks to Kip .XD How are he and Kitsuko doing? Jen? I MISS YOUUUU

Yeah your dad was a volatile mess of crazy. Maybe try contacting him? ;D

[strawberry_snow]

I know which seat you're talking about. XD I like that seat all right-- it's probably my fourth choice. My first choice is the back of the bus on the right side ("passenger" side). Second choice is the back, driver's side. Third choice is the passenger's side just behind the back door, because it's still elevated up so I can see over people's heads. And fourth choice is passenger's side just in front of the back door so I'm near the door but still hidden behind people... XD But even if nobody can sit behind you, they'd STAND behind you! XD

[strawberry_snow]

XD; Yeahhh, I'm quite unconscious when it's 7am for you, hahaha.

Oh, I know I exist. XD But I often just feel like I exist in the way that a flea exists... XD Totally pointless.

(Seriously. Wtf? Why do fleas even exist? They're so useless. T_T)

[strawberry_snow]

*hugs back*

*and dies at the cuteness of your huggy avatar*

♥

[jenchan]

*hugs and spores* I get that way if I'm thinking at like three a.m. usually. Looooove!

[strawberry_snow]

o_O hay thar :D *spores back* Nice to see you on LJ, babe. XD LJ ish laggiiiiing for me today. T.T;