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So my last week of school was lots of fun and it's the biggest relief ever to think that I never have to sit in a fucking pasty yellow Mowbray classroom again (except for Monday & Tuesday for lit, but it's optional..). Wrecking our uniforms on Tuesday was insane and everyone looked crazy good compared to last year. Lots of photos from that that I may post when I can be fucked. Tuesday nights party was a good party, but I wasn't drinking because I was designated driver (never offer yourself as designated driver ever) so it kind of sucked for me because everyone was having a crazy good time and I was sober & wishing I was drunk and dancing. It was still good though.
I have my first exam in 9 days. I've already started studying, aren't I a good girl? I only do four subjects and I know I'm not going to do very well on two of them (Maths & Literature.. I think I can get Bs which isn't very well by my expectations) so everybody just hope for me. An enter of 75 would mak me the happiest girl alive. My first preference needs a 70.16 by last year so I'm desperately working for a 75. Max is aiming for a 96 and is confident he'll get it. I hate people like him. He probably will get it. Bastard.
The next week involves working 5-6 times, studying, studying & studying, visiting school twice for literature and once for maths & maybe ip&m, and maybe a quick visit to highpoint & Max. I hope I get my 50 in ip&m. I've only lost 8 marks on all my sacs all year, and have had the highest sac marks all year. I want my 50 & I want the award for ip&m. I'll have a tantrum if I don't get it.
I need summer clothes. I want skirts and tops and 3/4 length jeans and shoes. Especially green shoes. I have to buy a hot new outfit for Max's 18th party. If it's my boyfriends party then I have to be the hottest girl there.
Me & Dad are on a diet at the moment where by we can't eat any sugar or starchy carbs (no bread, pasta, potatoes etc). He lost 5 kgs in two weeks so I decided to try it. I've only been on it three days so I'll report on how it's going after I've finished exams (that seems a lifetime away). It's all a part of my plan to change what I look like. I'm gradually turning blonde, I'm fake bronzing (not fake tanning, fake tanning is orange), and I'm going to cut my hair & hopefully lose ten kgs. It's a slow and expensive process but I'm determined to get there.
I have my first exam in 9 days. I've already started studying, aren't I a good girl? I only do four subjects and I know I'm not going to do very well on two of them (Maths & Literature.. I think I can get Bs which isn't very well by my expectations) so everybody just hope for me. An enter of 75 would mak me the happiest girl alive. My first preference needs a 70.16 by last year so I'm desperately working for a 75. Max is aiming for a 96 and is confident he'll get it. I hate people like him. He probably will get it. Bastard.
The next week involves working 5-6 times, studying, studying & studying, visiting school twice for literature and once for maths & maybe ip&m, and maybe a quick visit to highpoint & Max. I hope I get my 50 in ip&m. I've only lost 8 marks on all my sacs all year, and have had the highest sac marks all year. I want my 50 & I want the award for ip&m. I'll have a tantrum if I don't get it.
I need summer clothes. I want skirts and tops and 3/4 length jeans and shoes. Especially green shoes. I have to buy a hot new outfit for Max's 18th party. If it's my boyfriends party then I have to be the hottest girl there.
Me & Dad are on a diet at the moment where by we can't eat any sugar or starchy carbs (no bread, pasta, potatoes etc). He lost 5 kgs in two weeks so I decided to try it. I've only been on it three days so I'll report on how it's going after I've finished exams (that seems a lifetime away). It's all a part of my plan to change what I look like. I'm gradually turning blonde, I'm fake bronzing (not fake tanning, fake tanning is orange), and I'm going to cut my hair & hopefully lose ten kgs. It's a slow and expensive process but I'm determined to get there.