i am what i am not

[strawberry_gum]

here i am, trying to think of something very profound to say, and nothing comes to my mind. i can't think of an inspiration on my part, there are no people that inspire me at the moment. and at this very minute i have a pounding migraine. i've been forcing my mind not to think of boys. boys are not a good subject to think of. especially not in the summer. i guess my only other activity is constantly checking people's away message's and getting aggravated thinking i have absolutely nothing to do. back on the profound sayings subject, on live journal, people either end up saying extremely smart things on their journal's, or completley idiotic things. the idiotic things happen sometimes when they are trying extremely hard to be profound. so i suppose if i did try and say something profound, then i might as well be branding myself as an idiot because i'd probably end up sounding like one. "i want to but i feel all inside out". i think that whenever i sit down to write in my live journal, i end up just thinking about how my life isn't that interesting. it's not as if i'm a celebrity and the whole world wants to read my journal. most likely people will look right over it and then forget they ever read emma's little live journal. ok, so anyways, i'll stop
"i never meant to be the needle that broke your back, you were here, don't look back."