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i have started feeling so sickly lately, it's awful. i lost alot of weight and i'll probably end up in the hospital at this rate.
just finished watching the rest of the cable guy, and i still have to watch run lola run and being john malkovich. i can't focus on them right now though, my mind is anywhere else. my mind is probably in the book i'm reading, which i have to finish in order to get my life straightened out again.
you know what's a weird feeling? when you wake up from taking a long nap during the day and it dark outside and you forget everything that's happened in your life in the past month or so, and you have to wake up and look around and remember it all before you move. and then you look around and aren't able to figure out what time it is if there isn't a clock in the room. in my case, there wasn't, because this morning my alarm clock went off at about 7 and i was so pissed off at it that i unplugged it. so i was in utter confusion when i woke up at about 8 tonight.
i want someone to like. it's really becoming aggravating not having anyone to like. i have nothing to think about when i watch those cute romance movies, or when i listen to music that talks about love etc. i've been whining about wanting someone to like since the beginning of the summer. i'm holding out for this perfect guy, when all of these great guys keep passing me by, and i turn my nose up on them. it's all for the best though... i hope. maybe i should just look a little harder for the right person. it's hard though, i haven't felt anything towards anyone in forever. hopefully it's just the lack of the right guy and not something.... else....
and now, to finish my book.
oh and btw, if anyone has seen the movie "midnight madness" leave me a comment. i need to know more about that.
and another thing, i need some people to go with me to see rocky horror picture show at city walk sometime in october, i am probably going with some of the drama people but i want some more to go with us. :)
bahhh one more thing, if anyone has any suggestions for halloween costume ideas, i need some. megan reilly and i are going to dress up as a famous duo from a movie, but we just can't think of anything good enough yet. so suggestions would be splendid
ookkk i'm done now
just finished watching the rest of the cable guy, and i still have to watch run lola run and being john malkovich. i can't focus on them right now though, my mind is anywhere else. my mind is probably in the book i'm reading, which i have to finish in order to get my life straightened out again.
you know what's a weird feeling? when you wake up from taking a long nap during the day and it dark outside and you forget everything that's happened in your life in the past month or so, and you have to wake up and look around and remember it all before you move. and then you look around and aren't able to figure out what time it is if there isn't a clock in the room. in my case, there wasn't, because this morning my alarm clock went off at about 7 and i was so pissed off at it that i unplugged it. so i was in utter confusion when i woke up at about 8 tonight.
i want someone to like. it's really becoming aggravating not having anyone to like. i have nothing to think about when i watch those cute romance movies, or when i listen to music that talks about love etc. i've been whining about wanting someone to like since the beginning of the summer. i'm holding out for this perfect guy, when all of these great guys keep passing me by, and i turn my nose up on them. it's all for the best though... i hope. maybe i should just look a little harder for the right person. it's hard though, i haven't felt anything towards anyone in forever. hopefully it's just the lack of the right guy and not something.... else....
and now, to finish my book.
oh and btw, if anyone has seen the movie "midnight madness" leave me a comment. i need to know more about that.
and another thing, i need some people to go with me to see rocky horror picture show at city walk sometime in october, i am probably going with some of the drama people but i want some more to go with us. :)
bahhh one more thing, if anyone has any suggestions for halloween costume ideas, i need some. megan reilly and i are going to dress up as a famous duo from a movie, but we just can't think of anything good enough yet. so suggestions would be splendid
ookkk i'm done now