Self diagnosis.
I have resolved to become a hermit. I feel uncentred. Going out all the time and spending most weekends getting trashed or getting over being trashed is starting to get a bit too messy and tedious.
I've decided that becoming more of a hermit should eventually lead to normalising my sleeping pattern. I thought being a bit of a night owl was normal, but I can't even function properly during the day anymore. I fell asleep standing up on a moving train the other day and I always slip into a micro sleep in front of the computer at work. It never seemed like too much of a problem until I actually started telling people. Hearing it out aloud has really made me realise that fuck, I really have a problem. This is not normal! I just push and push until I'm completely exhausted and I end up disgustingly sick or getting dizzy and puking all over my lunch.
I need to do something before I get the crazies.
Off to research sleeping disorders now.
I've decided that becoming more of a hermit should eventually lead to normalising my sleeping pattern. I thought being a bit of a night owl was normal, but I can't even function properly during the day anymore. I fell asleep standing up on a moving train the other day and I always slip into a micro sleep in front of the computer at work. It never seemed like too much of a problem until I actually started telling people. Hearing it out aloud has really made me realise that fuck, I really have a problem. This is not normal! I just push and push until I'm completely exhausted and I end up disgustingly sick or getting dizzy and puking all over my lunch.
I need to do something before I get the crazies.
Off to research sleeping disorders now.