Aug 09, 2006 17:10
ummm i'm having pretty much the worst day, no year, fuck it decade of all time. I did not graduate because of some dumb fuck that cant read. due to me not graduating i lost that job offer. then i went home to see if i could figure out why ALL OF THE SUDDEN i was short ten fucking units, FOUND THE MISTAKE, called my internship to tell them the problem would be rectified asap or at least by the time i start AND THEY SAID, they had already filled the position. the whole process to make me actually contemplate suicide seriously took 30 mins.
i have tried to handle all the fucked up shit that has come my way in the last few months, but i don't think I can take it anymore. I just don't see the point in trying...
I honestly can't remember a time where I was actually happy with life. so kick ass, party on and fuck off. i'm going back to drugs fulltime!