All's well that ends well.
The last two weeks have been kind of shitty, but today seemed to be the end of all of that. Not only was the weather good, but the mood was even better. I don't think I've enjoyed myself so much for a really long time.
We had a picnic today in Prospect Park--so nice. We had a cheese, salami, strawberries, Nutella, a baguette, mini-toast things, Wheat Thins, and a shit ton of wine, my friends were all there (minus Laura, apparently she'd pulled an all-nighter the night before). It was really fun, and everyone was in a good mood, and we shared embarassing stories and I hung out with friends that I had kind of drifted away from again.
I did cry more times today than I have in an entire year; the "shitty" was basically drama between my closest friends, and it really tore me apart. I know I tend to be very distant, even with people whom I consider the most important to me, but the situations we were all in was just very awkward and unsettling. However, we resolved that, as mentioned, and it made the evening better. I cried a lot, but I also laughed a lot too.
It was really very refreshing.
Now, I'm just worried about my Asian-glow photos and the boob videos... and my camera. I hope my camera doesn't end up in some far away place like my old phone.
We had a picnic today in Prospect Park--so nice. We had a cheese, salami, strawberries, Nutella, a baguette, mini-toast things, Wheat Thins, and a shit ton of wine, my friends were all there (minus Laura, apparently she'd pulled an all-nighter the night before). It was really fun, and everyone was in a good mood, and we shared embarassing stories and I hung out with friends that I had kind of drifted away from again.
I did cry more times today than I have in an entire year; the "shitty" was basically drama between my closest friends, and it really tore me apart. I know I tend to be very distant, even with people whom I consider the most important to me, but the situations we were all in was just very awkward and unsettling. However, we resolved that, as mentioned, and it made the evening better. I cried a lot, but I also laughed a lot too.
It was really very refreshing.
Now, I'm just worried about my Asian-glow photos and the boob videos... and my camera. I hope my camera doesn't end up in some far away place like my old phone.