Jan 25, 2005 08:16
OMG February is going to completely blow! To make my lovely boring hazmat class even worse my newly engaged exboyfriend is in my class. Him and the others that I sit with LOVE to make smart ass comment about everything too. Then the banquet...I DONT WANT TO GO, i dont want to find a date and i dont want to see everyone else with a date. I think I'll stay at home. I have class on VALENTINES day....My FAVORITE holiday, which is completely weird considering I wont have a valentine. Ok and the cake topper, my NYC plans for my birthday are RUINED....why? because I have to spend the day after my 18th!!! birthday (which would be saturday) with my ex boyfriend in class! I have to take a test and all and I cant miss it, it's the last class. Geeze, I missed the simple plan/yellowcard concert becasue of class (which wasnt bad because the people I spent the day with were awesome) and now I have to miss my birthday basically for people I really dont want to be around. Im in Co-op right now and Completely flustered yet jeff isnt here for me to vent to..WHERE IS HE? lol. I passed drivers ed, but that was a given anyways its all common sense. Uhg I just want it to be summer already. I want to know about my applications, and be set for the rest of my life. I have to call hack when I get to the station today, I think hes mad at me b/c Im debating leaving te station. I jsut cant take it anymore and I think the only way to move on is to well basically move out. Ok