How much love would make you whole?

Feb 02, 2012 18:21

It's funny, how once you get back on your feet yet you feel like you're flying, and then one person comes along. Someone you've known for years (or who you thought you knew... turns out, you realize you really don't know much about them at all). You're looking forward to a night out with them, the day finally comes, and you have a great time... because you love the person they are. Then comes the complicated part.

Feelings. I believe Jim Morrison once used the word "disturbing" to describe them.

See, what I'm saying is... I had a good thing going, getting to know myself better and doing things on my own. Then this one person does something nice and shakes things up... is this just a friendly outing? Or could it be something more? Or am I just foolish for looking too far into it? What the hell is going on?

I'm too afraid of my feelings to even suggest that maybe we could one day be more than friends. Or at least give it a shot... because I'm pretty sure we've both been screwed over by the opposite sex on multiple occasions. Maybe it could work. Maybe I'm too scared to try and talk to him more because I'm afraid that could only drive him away.

Maybe he just doesn't see me that way... maybe he never did/will.

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K and I can like it.

Can you just send me a sign?

Oh, why can't I just shake things up?
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