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i don't even know what to say.
i feel happy for a little while-
then something always screws it up.
wtf did i do wrong?
not even the slightest sign of effort..
i don't even know if i care anymore,
but at least i'm trying.
i'm seriously trying.
waiting around, i shouldn't have to do that.
this is stupid, and a waste of my time..
i don't even know if i really mean everything i'm saying right now.
i'm confused, upset.
and i feel like i'm just sitting here,
until people actually want me..
valid reason my ass.
i thought it was a bad week.. but i don't know..
this week has been too much work.. emotionally..
i'm always trying to cheer myself up.
i'm just tired.. and i want to go to sleep.
but i've heard everything from different mouths..
everyone except yours.
i feel happy for a little while-
then something always screws it up.
wtf did i do wrong?
not even the slightest sign of effort..
i don't even know if i care anymore,
but at least i'm trying.
i'm seriously trying.
waiting around, i shouldn't have to do that.
this is stupid, and a waste of my time..
i don't even know if i really mean everything i'm saying right now.
i'm confused, upset.
and i feel like i'm just sitting here,
until people actually want me..
valid reason my ass.
i thought it was a bad week.. but i don't know..
this week has been too much work.. emotionally..
i'm always trying to cheer myself up.
i'm just tired.. and i want to go to sleep.
but i've heard everything from different mouths..
everyone except yours.