*un-zips* SUCK IT BITCH....hehe
ok yeah. today has been a pretty fucked up day, but hopefully rosemary will sleepover tonight, making everything better. i found out that my dad and step mother bought a house in new jersey behind my back, and to say thee least, im a little pissed and upset. whatever, ill be gone on wednesday anyway so it doesnt make a difference. <3 rosemary! ok yeah sorry, anyway, my dad and monica had this huge fight about me sorta and now she is threatening to leave us. i feel really crappy about it, and i went to visit my best guy friend and he wasnt at work so i didnt have anybody to really talk to ): i need somebody. i reallly hope i can see rosemary soon! and we can order shampoooooo hehe. rebels. only we run past the "slow---children at play signs" hehe and steal a credit card for shampoo, i mean conditioner. whatever. i love you rosemary. remember that time we dressed up as guys and put on mustaches. then as soon as we washed them off the love of our life was suddenly in my house. hahah that was great. remember when we told ms eschman we were ganna kill ourselves if he went out with C.P (CLOGGED PORESSSSSSSSS) and she was like i have to call your parents and tell them that. hahahahshh so much for confidentiality! haha i was thinking bout those times today for some reason. its amazing how we were so in love with him and now we sorta kinda really hate him. i cant believe i let him take advantage of me like that. what was i thinking?! ugh. i also cant believe everybody at THS loves him so much. hes sucha dickhead. mother fucker. whatever. if i die, i love you. heh i took four stakers today and i havent eaten. if i live, i will wake up 10 pounds thinner tomorrow, hehe. it will be so worth it. i love you ALL. why am i being so nice?! hah