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Im going to BITCH. so if you dont like it FUCK OFF !!!! FUCKIN why in HELLS NAME do we have hearts. being in love fucking SUCKS !!! omg. omg. i don`t know whats wrong with me.last night i was SOO happy. everythings going great - im in a good mood. on TINY TINY TINY thing happens - and i feel like dying. im SO FUCKING RETARDED. im crying my eyes out and i don`t know why. actually i do, but i won`t even write why. you`d think im fucking RETARDED - its absolutley nothing. and im upset about it. i hate love. so so so so much. its like giving someone the ability to break your heart into teeny tiny pieces. and then put them together , and do it all over again. it fucking sucks. well i decided im getting over *him* i cant take it anymore. I know he makes me SO happy sometimes .. but then again he makes me cry ALL the time. god. dammit. i can`t take it. im just not going to care about ANYONE anymore. maybe girls, because i like having friends. and they cant break my heart. but im not going to like/love anyone anymore. im tired of guys. im tired of love. im fucking tired of myself. i HOPE i move back to oviedo SOON. i hate it in daytona. its fuckin shity. well not really .. but GOD I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE. fuck it. im gonna go.