beauty in the breakdown...
I FUCKING HATE LIFE...
i don't think a lot of people think it's true and might be surprised, but i really wish life would end. i try so hard to make my life look perfect and try to look so happy at school, but deep down i'm not. nothing really good is going on in my life.
-2 weeks of school then break
-so behind in all my school work
-i think he really hates me and is avoiding me
-i can't get over him
-too much drama in my life and it makes everything worse
+break in 2 weeks, and it's a long one
+i get to see lauren
-i feel like no one can ever love me (i understand now)
-i'm depressed
-things get worse everyday
-things will never get better so therefore i'll be depressed for as long as i live
-i'm trying not to loose it, but i can't help it
-i think everyone is hating me now and they are just pretending to like me
i don't want people to think i do all this for attention, and i use this just to get everything out cuz sometimes i feel like i can't talk to some people, and i don't think anyone wants to hear it. i wish life could start over or just end. i really can't take anything anymore.
sorry if i was bitchy to anyone or did anything
welcome to the fallout
welcome to existence...
i dare you to move...
where can you run to escape from yourself?
where you gonna go?
salvation is here...
(i doubt the words are even right, i can't function right anymore)
i don't think a lot of people think it's true and might be surprised, but i really wish life would end. i try so hard to make my life look perfect and try to look so happy at school, but deep down i'm not. nothing really good is going on in my life.
-2 weeks of school then break
-so behind in all my school work
-i think he really hates me and is avoiding me
-i can't get over him
-too much drama in my life and it makes everything worse
+break in 2 weeks, and it's a long one
+i get to see lauren
-i feel like no one can ever love me (i understand now)
-i'm depressed
-things get worse everyday
-things will never get better so therefore i'll be depressed for as long as i live
-i'm trying not to loose it, but i can't help it
-i think everyone is hating me now and they are just pretending to like me
i don't want people to think i do all this for attention, and i use this just to get everything out cuz sometimes i feel like i can't talk to some people, and i don't think anyone wants to hear it. i wish life could start over or just end. i really can't take anything anymore.
sorry if i was bitchy to anyone or did anything
welcome to the fallout
welcome to existence...
i dare you to move...
where can you run to escape from yourself?
where you gonna go?
salvation is here...
(i doubt the words are even right, i can't function right anymore)