Dec 02, 2004 21:10
OC WAS SO F-ING AMAZING! so much goes on it's ridonkulous. I don't like that DJ guy very much...anyways it was so predictable that Ryan and Lindsay would get together, and Seth and Alex, and Marissa and DJ, and Summer and "Ducky". or i might have just thought that because Brycie had told me last week, but i'm sure it was predictable anyways.
My arms hurt so much there are like bruises from getting punched so much. This whole punching thing everytime i think about him is kinda working. I haven't talked to him for a reallllly long time now, and it kinda sucks but at the same time, it's what is right. I don't really want to though. Who knows...any advice?
So many tests tomorrow which is suppose to be my best day because of all my frees, but i have to make up so many tests! it sucks so much.
AHHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOO....i need help...
i like him so much, but the liking each other at different times is so retarded and i don't know if he even liked me, but he sure does know how to lead people on...i'm sure he's caught on by now from all my away messages and my friends punching me everytime we go by him...but half the time i try going places where i think he'll be, there actually aren't times when i'm not thinking about him. that's why i get punched so f-ing much. but i want to give up, but at the same time i don't...please give me advice or ask me the full story or IM me or somethingggg i just need help who has ever been in this position or has ANY ideas. love you all so much.
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