i'm going under....
today was so boring, we had every single class at least they were all shortened. when i go to school nothing feels right...i don't know what it is, but i feel like all my friends at school we just pretend to like each other or it feels that way. i just realzied the people i never fight with are like all outside of school, like amanda and hope and camp friends...well linnea and i never really fight. ok so after school i had to do first tech for fata and then do yearbook and then i came home. and as lucky as i am my dad came over for some reason and my mom dad and i all had to sit in the same room and eat dinner and "talk". worst thing ever, i was gonna like die. we had to talk about my so called "emotional" state and what's been going on with me lately...which actually is just annoying. anyways i'm going to get over HIM* once and for all, like the liking each other at different times is kinda stupid and no point cuz obviously we will never like each other at the same time. thats one of my goals, i made a whole list but i forgot now...if i remember i'll put it in.
-also i am sorry if i have ever done or said anything to make anyone hate me
yeah i was doing that last night, i'm getting rid of my "sins" then maybe god won't punish me anymore...
hopefully tomorrow will be better
xoxo
<3lia
-also i am sorry if i have ever done or said anything to make anyone hate me
yeah i was doing that last night, i'm getting rid of my "sins" then maybe god won't punish me anymore...
hopefully tomorrow will be better
xoxo
<3lia