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754. Homecoming starts in 66 minutes. But, I'm sitting at home, because I'm not going. I really hate the whole Idea of leaving the house tonight, but I'd really rather be with one person who I really really like, than a whole school of people I really really don't.
Everytime I call Seb he doesn't pick up, or his sister will answer and say he's not there. Actually, all I want to here is his voice. I melts every problem I've ever had.
FUCK! And now, I'm not even allowed to go to his fucking house! FUCKING SHIT MOTHER FUCKING GRANDPARENTS!!
I can't fucking believe this! My fucking grandma calls me to the other room and this is the conversation:
[Her]- If seb calls back tell him you'll hang out with him tomorrow for an hour or two because I don't feel like taking you over there tonight.
(me)- What? Why not?
[]I just dont feel like driving you all the way over there.
() What?! We've had this planned for weeks! Fine. If he doesn't call back, can I at least go to Alanna's.
[]She's going to the dance.
()No she's not. Why would she?
[]Christal said she was going to the dance, and she was at the game last night.
()So? The game and the dance have nothing to do with each other. Plus, I just talked to her, and she said she'd be hanging out at Mclean.
[]What? And go all the way out of my way to pick you up at 1200 tonight?
()All the way? Youll be on your way to pick Christal up from the dance!
[]But i'd still have to go all the way into Mclean!
()Fine! FUCK IT! I'll stay the fuck home, but don't even fucking get pissed off at me for fucking withdrawing, and never leaving the god dammed house!
I'd kept my cool all the way through it until the very end. I can't stand this pfucking shti! She fucking knows how much he means to me, and how bad I want to see him and how long we've had this planned! I reminded her everyday for two weeks that we had this shit planned, and she kept saying it was fine! But no, of course, like every other time I have plans she has to go and fuck it up. But of course she had the balls to ask me for 25 dollars today. Well fuck this bullshit! I fucking hate you all.
Also, she has the balls to tell me i'm withdrawing, and that i need to leave the house more. What the fuck am i supposed to do? get on a god damn broomstick and fly myself out of here!? FUCK THIS SHIT I'm fucking sick of it.
So now, I'm sitting here crying like a fucking baby. All I want to do is fucking leave this place.
Just everyone, leave me alone.
Everytime I call Seb he doesn't pick up, or his sister will answer and say he's not there. Actually, all I want to here is his voice. I melts every problem I've ever had.
FUCK! And now, I'm not even allowed to go to his fucking house! FUCKING SHIT MOTHER FUCKING GRANDPARENTS!!
I can't fucking believe this! My fucking grandma calls me to the other room and this is the conversation:
[Her]- If seb calls back tell him you'll hang out with him tomorrow for an hour or two because I don't feel like taking you over there tonight.
(me)- What? Why not?
[]I just dont feel like driving you all the way over there.
() What?! We've had this planned for weeks! Fine. If he doesn't call back, can I at least go to Alanna's.
[]She's going to the dance.
()No she's not. Why would she?
[]Christal said she was going to the dance, and she was at the game last night.
()So? The game and the dance have nothing to do with each other. Plus, I just talked to her, and she said she'd be hanging out at Mclean.
[]What? And go all the way out of my way to pick you up at 1200 tonight?
()All the way? Youll be on your way to pick Christal up from the dance!
[]But i'd still have to go all the way into Mclean!
()Fine! FUCK IT! I'll stay the fuck home, but don't even fucking get pissed off at me for fucking withdrawing, and never leaving the god dammed house!
I'd kept my cool all the way through it until the very end. I can't stand this pfucking shti! She fucking knows how much he means to me, and how bad I want to see him and how long we've had this planned! I reminded her everyday for two weeks that we had this shit planned, and she kept saying it was fine! But no, of course, like every other time I have plans she has to go and fuck it up. But of course she had the balls to ask me for 25 dollars today. Well fuck this bullshit! I fucking hate you all.
Also, she has the balls to tell me i'm withdrawing, and that i need to leave the house more. What the fuck am i supposed to do? get on a god damn broomstick and fly myself out of here!? FUCK THIS SHIT I'm fucking sick of it.
So now, I'm sitting here crying like a fucking baby. All I want to do is fucking leave this place.
Just everyone, leave me alone.