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it was on the drive home tonite that i realized how fuckin lonely i am....its been 9 months since i had someone to love. im so pathetic ...every one else has someone to be with. i dont know what else to do. people that i like either dont like me or just dont even want to give me a chance ...i just miss having someone to hold and to talk to every note before i went to bed , i miss having all my friends to fall back on ....they were the only stable thing in my life and now i only have one ,i miss how at one point in this crazy fucked up world we were all friends and all talked to each other with out getting mad or fighting.