On the Road
"I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."- Kerouac
Last night was rough. A lot of nights are rough, but last night stood out. I'm not going to elaborate, I'm just going to leave it at this: I need a good solid hug from a good solid friend. That's all. A few would be better than just the one.
I've been feeling pretty far gone. Home life sucks. Love life's non-existant. Is their life outside of that? At least Kerouac's got me thinkin again. Good ol' Jack.
I need to talk to people that I've cut off and I need to really sit down and figure out who my real friends are. It's a whole lotta fake around here. As soon as a pretty face walks into the room your friend forgets you and it's not right. I'm not sayin all the time, I'm just saying it happens.
People I miss: Danielle-I try to talk to her and she just loses interest. I don't hold her in the rain but I do love her. Has to be one of my best friends ever and hell she knows I'd hold her in a hurricane.
Shana-I fucked up there.
Lisa-At college and my terrible playing is becoming more and more evident as a result.
Kayla-I barely ever see her anymore and that plain sucks.
God the list could keep going forever.
That's it for now and thanks to the people who commented.
Last night was rough. A lot of nights are rough, but last night stood out. I'm not going to elaborate, I'm just going to leave it at this: I need a good solid hug from a good solid friend. That's all. A few would be better than just the one.
I've been feeling pretty far gone. Home life sucks. Love life's non-existant. Is their life outside of that? At least Kerouac's got me thinkin again. Good ol' Jack.
I need to talk to people that I've cut off and I need to really sit down and figure out who my real friends are. It's a whole lotta fake around here. As soon as a pretty face walks into the room your friend forgets you and it's not right. I'm not sayin all the time, I'm just saying it happens.
People I miss: Danielle-I try to talk to her and she just loses interest. I don't hold her in the rain but I do love her. Has to be one of my best friends ever and hell she knows I'd hold her in a hurricane.
Shana-I fucked up there.
Lisa-At college and my terrible playing is becoming more and more evident as a result.
Kayla-I barely ever see her anymore and that plain sucks.
God the list could keep going forever.
That's it for now and thanks to the people who commented.