Mar 16, 2005 21:59
Here's what's left:
1/2 my history IA
Single Party States paper (yep, all 10 pages of it)
I just finished my psych IA for good this time. I went back and made any and every change/correction/anything-that-can-get-me-points I could to it, and now it's printed out and resting right here next to me. Well, not that any of you can see it, but it is definitely there.
And then there's Calculus. I went to a 2-hour tutoring session today in which we went over Optimization, Related Rates, Curve Sketching, and even Limits. Now all I have left to study for that is Differentials. And being I was absent Monday during that lesson, we'll see how that goes. I think I'm gonna make the sacrifice of putting og history until tomorrow night and Friday. I need sleep so badly that I would probably really pass out tomorrow if i was up late again tonight. I think maybe I've had a total of 12 hours of sleep this week beginning on Monday. Not the healthiest thing in the world, so I'm gonna see if tonight helps at all.
And then there's this weekend after everything is finally put to an end. I'm excited and I know it will put me in a better mood than I've been in lately.
School in general is so frustrating. the beginning of this semester, I slacked off quite a bit. In fact, it was so bad that I was at the point of failing 2 classes. And now that I've actually been trying really hard to pulll those grades up, one class I just can't understand (being Calculus) and the other(Psychology) I havent had the chance to pull it up b/c all we've done is those effing IAs for the past 2 weeks so there hasnt been anything in the grade book to help me out. And Ive been working really hard on that IA, and I just feel like it isnt good enough. I know that trying your best is all you can do and all you can be asked to do, but I really feel like it isnt enough in this case...
And I havent been me in a while. Eventually I'll show you I'm not so depressed and stressed out and just overall highly unpleasant. Just give me a little more time to figure things out... to find me again.