Things are good
Things are going good in life now. I think the reason everything is so good is that I have not been so angry all the time, I have been more mature and I have been getting treated better becuase I treat other people better. What really makes me the happiest lately is that Rachel respects me not wanting to go to that party. Those small things are big to me though, it shows me she cares more about me being not happy than she does about her being happy. I am not saying I don't deserve it, becuase I have put a lot of effort into making her happy, I let her do what she wants and I support her in almost everything. Also the big one is that I trust her. I taked to her on the phone for an hour! That was really long but I didn't even mind it, I love her so much. We are definitely going to make it work forever, and I couldn't jinx it if I wanted to. We are meant to be :-)