May 15, 2006 21:20
Have you ever thought "What if this doesn't happen, and it's all MY fault!" Yah... well thats wat I'm feeling right now. I hate this. Today, my friend Kim said that she hates life and her life sux. All I could think is 'I'm happy that I don't feel that way,' butt now... I do feel that way.
N there are people who will ask me if Im ok, and I just say "Im great, how abt you!" even though Im dead inside. I wish I could tell them that I had something wrong, or tell the truth when I say im great, but I cant, and if I did tell them I wasnt ok, then I would hurt someone some way by doing so.
Wat can I do? Is there anything to do?