is everyone mad?
first of all let me say HEY GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have let so much get in the way of me seeing everyone and now that i looked back i want to shoot myself for not being able to see everyone when they came into town.but i have had a lot on my mind lately
between trying to kill myself, dancing till i cant move, falling in love w/ someone(whos name shall not be spoken),crushing on my 1st sgt, and WORRYING ABOUT MIKES WELL BEING!
to say the least i have had a lot on my mind lately.
1st of all lets get to dance cause thats actually whats taken over my life.I dont know what i want to do with dance anymore.1st i wanted it as my release but i went to a dance workshop thats costs $300 i think i want it as my profession.Its all i have ever done.its all i know.
2nd trying to kill myself...........well its kinda self explanatory.i was stuck and didnt know where to go next and that was my outlet.i didnt cut deep enough.so sry guys your still stuck with me.
3rd falling in love.actually i have kept this a secret from everyone i havent even told lauren that i have fallen for someone who knows me like no other i have a better connection with him than i have ever had with anyone.he is with me for the long haul.through thick n thin.
i can skip the 1st sgt but he is a hottie!!!!
and finally my breath of fresh air Michel.
honey i am really worried about you.........as much as it hurts you need to let amanda go.as mean as it sounds she let you go.you need to go look and try to find yourself in someone elses arms.have children with the woman of you dreams......being able to be accepted even with the flaws that you have.amanda couldnt do that.she was trying to mold you into something that she wanted you to be.i ask you to plz not to take this the wrong way.i am just very worried all of your entrys are about how you and amanda will get bak together or you sneak her name into all of it.i had to let go of mario you have to let go of amanda.you and me are both better than them.they have nothing on you and me.you are the one who taught me that.maybe you should start using your teachings on yourself.
i love you and care about you this is why i am telling you all of this.
well not much more in my life right now.
VEENA, KARLA, JUJU, EDGIE, MIKE, LEAH AND EVERYONE ELSE I AM SRY FOR MY SELFISHNESS AND I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS!
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i have let so much get in the way of me seeing everyone and now that i looked back i want to shoot myself for not being able to see everyone when they came into town.but i have had a lot on my mind lately
between trying to kill myself, dancing till i cant move, falling in love w/ someone(whos name shall not be spoken),crushing on my 1st sgt, and WORRYING ABOUT MIKES WELL BEING!
to say the least i have had a lot on my mind lately.
1st of all lets get to dance cause thats actually whats taken over my life.I dont know what i want to do with dance anymore.1st i wanted it as my release but i went to a dance workshop thats costs $300 i think i want it as my profession.Its all i have ever done.its all i know.
2nd trying to kill myself...........well its kinda self explanatory.i was stuck and didnt know where to go next and that was my outlet.i didnt cut deep enough.so sry guys your still stuck with me.
3rd falling in love.actually i have kept this a secret from everyone i havent even told lauren that i have fallen for someone who knows me like no other i have a better connection with him than i have ever had with anyone.he is with me for the long haul.through thick n thin.
i can skip the 1st sgt but he is a hottie!!!!
and finally my breath of fresh air Michel.
honey i am really worried about you.........as much as it hurts you need to let amanda go.as mean as it sounds she let you go.you need to go look and try to find yourself in someone elses arms.have children with the woman of you dreams......being able to be accepted even with the flaws that you have.amanda couldnt do that.she was trying to mold you into something that she wanted you to be.i ask you to plz not to take this the wrong way.i am just very worried all of your entrys are about how you and amanda will get bak together or you sneak her name into all of it.i had to let go of mario you have to let go of amanda.you and me are both better than them.they have nothing on you and me.you are the one who taught me that.maybe you should start using your teachings on yourself.
i love you and care about you this is why i am telling you all of this.
well not much more in my life right now.
VEENA, KARLA, JUJU, EDGIE, MIKE, LEAH AND EVERYONE ELSE I AM SRY FOR MY SELFISHNESS AND I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS!
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