Oct 09, 2007 00:05
Why do we even date?
I mean really.
According to you..I'm not girlfriend material, i'm too sensitive for you, a lot of the time you say i'm being annoying, i think you're already bored of touching me, you've admitted that in the back of your head you think i have or would cheat on you, and i'm sure i could think of a million other things just from the past four months if i wanted to.
Maybe i'm just delusional but i thought girls were and can be.
And about not girlfriend material..so basically then you look at me and hang out with me and tell me you love me but deep down it's only "i love you like a friend" or "you're really just a fuck buddy to me".
Last i checked fuck buddies don't pick you up breakfast and bring it to you for when you actually feel like waking up and getting out of bed, or kiss you just to be closer to you, actually enjoy holding your hand out in public, or help you with your homework..but not to be nice just to make sure you don't fail and leave school so she doesn't lose you.
But maybe i'm wrong.
Maybe i am just a friend.
I can't believe for once i actually like a boy more than he likes me.