helpless.
Can not wait to get out of Cortland.
I just want to get away from all of these people that make me so upset and so insane and annoyed day after day after day.
Right now ill take any time away from them as i can.
Even though Pat is finally starting to act like the guy i like again.
So actually maybe it is good i leave; I can hopefully try to either not like him or come up with some way to deal with liking him and him just wanting to fool around with me and other girls because right now this is hurting so bad to just get fooled around with like this especially since i was the one that fucked him and i up...he actually did start to like me and i ruined it.
Story of my life.
Just a fuck up from birth.
Please friends from home restore some faith in friends that i used to have because right now there isn't much at all left.
I just want to get away from all of these people that make me so upset and so insane and annoyed day after day after day.
Right now ill take any time away from them as i can.
Even though Pat is finally starting to act like the guy i like again.
So actually maybe it is good i leave; I can hopefully try to either not like him or come up with some way to deal with liking him and him just wanting to fool around with me and other girls because right now this is hurting so bad to just get fooled around with like this especially since i was the one that fucked him and i up...he actually did start to like me and i ruined it.
Story of my life.
Just a fuck up from birth.
Please friends from home restore some faith in friends that i used to have because right now there isn't much at all left.