i can tell if youre laughing, between each smile theres a tear in your eye..

[strangexdenial]

me and marla are deciding wether or not we form a band, for serious. were looking for a bassist, a drummer, and a possible singer. comment if you know anyone that could fill in. but, i signed up for this to whine about my day. so here goes, first hour we had this sub who didnt even say anything, she gave us a worksheet and just stood around staring at people. all we did was talk, i got nailed in the head with a book. in gym we had to do some cardio workout, which didnt workout. the teacher played techno, making us do crunches in various ways. the only thing thing that crunched were my balls. then the day follows, surprisingly the week did too, but i went to wrestling. there we played volleyball against the south team, we actually beat them. when i was changing into my clothes tyler trombly pulls me out of the locker room before i could do up my belt. he said emily and her friends were looking for me. we all fucked around a bit, and i didnt get to kiss emilys ass like she said i would.

heres todays song from my magical world called "notepad" i just wrote it today, unlike yesterdays which was a month old.

"change"
winter takes us in
for a long and cold ride
and it doesnt let go of me
until the gopher comes out of his hole
then the seasons surrender
and let it all go

i wish summer would never end
a long dream with a cool breeze
that is blowing in my face
walk hand in hand
it seems so surreal to me
but then the seasons surrender
and let it all go

let it swing
away from reality
into a dream
to the point where we cant see
a thing
let it swing
away frome me
dont let the change weather you away

fall rolls in
the leaves fall down on the ground
we go back to school and
the meloncholy sets us all in
i sit and wait
for life to go on
and ill never look back
ill never look back on it
lets all forget what we have done
then the seasons surrender
and let it all go

chorus

the seasons change
but my love for you never will
things weather away
but in the end the sun always comes out
hold onto me, and dont ever leave
but the seaons will change
they let it all go
they let it all go
go...

chorus

dont let me go

sorry if that seemed, emo. i felt that winter just wouldnt ever end this morning after it snowed, but then the day became better, weather wise, and things cleared up. which gave me the idea for this song.
well ,whatever, tell me if its ok