Im Back!
So yeah its been a long while since I've posted, but I might as well just cause I dont want to go to sleep just yet. I hate the fact that I can get so emotional sometimes. But then hating that Im emotional just makes me more emotional. Sometimes it seems that I can just never be good enough. What is enough anyway? Perfection is my unatainable goal and failure is my neverending companion that loves to stab me in the side. Until i learn to let it all go I guess I'll jsut have to hold on to the pain. I really dont know what else to sya. I'll just stop now before I embaress myself with my stupid babblings.
Goodnight.
Goodnight.