Mar 16, 2009 12:43
Every day I wake up to this hurt in my heart. It's like a part of me knows that it's really over and I want so bad to move on, but I just feel so damn hurt. I feels like this pain is constantly a shadow by my side, threatening to completely take over and drown me in grief. Every day I think about calling Dark Huntre and telling her how I feel. But what would that solve? Absolutely nothing.
I want to forget her... Forget this love and attachment. I hope I wake up one day and realize that I'm not in love with her and really accept that we are not meant to be together. It just wouldn't work. That in itself is a message I need to listen to.
Someday I will completely move on. Someday I will meet someone who I can be happy with. I have to trust in this. I have to.