And today I realized...
... I don't know anyone any more...
Me: "hey..."
___: "hey..."
Me: "What's up?"
___: "Nothing much..."
*silence*
___: "You still work at KMart?"
Me: "Yeah.."
___: "Oh..."
*silence*
Me: "See you later..."
___: "Bye..."
My friends don't know me, and I don't know my friends... who are my friends? I don't know them... if you don't know someone can you consider them a friend? Can you have friends if you don't know anyone?
I go up and try to say hi and they act like I'm some ghost from a half forgotten past... I see these people every day in the hall... we don't talk anymore... I don't know why... I have school, and a job, I try to keep up with everyone, I really do... and stuff like the above excerpt happens... No one tries to keep in touch with me... my number's never changed, I never get phone calls... I'm online all the time... they're signed on... neither one of us say hi... just like all the people you pass on the street daily and know nothing about. What's wrong with me?
I think I'm closer to people I met on band boards and stuff than these people...
I'm not going to bring up all the rest that's going on, there's so much that it'll just be like whining like an emo kid... I just found that significant...
Anyways... yeah, finally got a new, shorter tongue ring, so I an eat and talk normally again... found a cool new band, Avow...
http://music.download.com/avow/3600-8666_32-100459550.html?tag=listing_song_artist
^ You should go dl some of their songs... or something... i don't know...
Me: "hey..."
___: "hey..."
Me: "What's up?"
___: "Nothing much..."
*silence*
___: "You still work at KMart?"
Me: "Yeah.."
___: "Oh..."
*silence*
Me: "See you later..."
___: "Bye..."
My friends don't know me, and I don't know my friends... who are my friends? I don't know them... if you don't know someone can you consider them a friend? Can you have friends if you don't know anyone?
I go up and try to say hi and they act like I'm some ghost from a half forgotten past... I see these people every day in the hall... we don't talk anymore... I don't know why... I have school, and a job, I try to keep up with everyone, I really do... and stuff like the above excerpt happens... No one tries to keep in touch with me... my number's never changed, I never get phone calls... I'm online all the time... they're signed on... neither one of us say hi... just like all the people you pass on the street daily and know nothing about. What's wrong with me?
I think I'm closer to people I met on band boards and stuff than these people...
I'm not going to bring up all the rest that's going on, there's so much that it'll just be like whining like an emo kid... I just found that significant...
Anyways... yeah, finally got a new, shorter tongue ring, so I an eat and talk normally again... found a cool new band, Avow...
http://music.download.com/avow/3600-8666_32-100459550.html?tag=listing_song_artist
^ You should go dl some of their songs... or something... i don't know...