Apr 19, 2005 16:33
I'm only looking for one thing, and that stability.
I have nothing stable in my life and I'm seriously going crazy.
Plans are all set for this summer.
I'm really extatic.
My life might actually be stable,
Stable job, Stable home and I hope for maybe even a stable boy.
whatever// what happens,happens.
I'm kinda numb to it all.
I just hope this all works out.
Because nothing so far has worked out right.
I'm doing better,
I have more freedom... more than before.
I kinda just wish I could start this whole year over,
or maybe I would turn the clock back to 13 or something.
Actually I wouldn't,
whats happened has happened.
Now I have to grow up, and figure life out.
I'm very tired, But very ready to get up and go.
This might not make sense.
Sorry.
I need to feel the winds of change.