My love life...
Perhaps its something in the air... down here in Florida. I don't know. But when I lived up north, in the Washington DC area -- I couldn't find a girlfriend for the life of me... When I first moved to DC (about 15 years ago) I had no problem at all dating, meeting, and eventually found someone I loved and married. 6-7 years later, divorced... back in the singles game, not knowing what to do... I flowndered a bit (or more than a bit if you think about it) and started going to all the singles places.. No one out there for me; perhaps its that one big mole in the middle of my forehead that makes them all run shrieking away from me... who knows...
Just about 6 months ago, I moved down to the Central Florida area.. thinking, I'm going through culture shock now. What the hell am I going to do here??? It took a while (about 3-4 months) for me to get settled in, and to figure out the lay of the land. Figured things out, and its rather nice... the beach is like 10-minutes away, and to top everything else off; I find that I have no problem at all meeting women here! Like I said, it must be the salt mist in the air; or something...and since its been soooo long since I've dated anyone; I'm in quite a situation here...
First off, there is Diane.. She lives about 45-minutes away from me, is close to my age, and very nice... Attractive, pleasant, but very conservative. Anyone that knows me, I may come across conservative on the outside; but inside I'm not at all... So that is an issue, but I like hanging with her... and doing things. She sort of grounds me, and make me feel normal again. (not that feeling strange is a bad thing at all).
Then, there's Barbara.. She also lives about 45- minutes from me; she's your typical blonde bombshell type, and we have lots of fun together. Not much to say here, if she would ask me to jump, I would say "how high?"
and now there's Wendy... Hmmm, Wendy.. my heart jumps thinking about her... She's very fun, VERY open, beautiful, and mysterous.... I'm not sure about Wendy's feelings towards me.. All the signs are there, holding hands, deep kisses, but there is something missing. I'm not sure what it is... but I do think about her the most, out of all the girls I'm seeing...
So this is my delima.. What do I do? I've not become serious with anyone of the girls I"m seeing, we're just in the dating stages... I"ve never had to juggle dating three people at once before, and its getting hard to handle. For instance, today; I'm supposed to see a movie with Diane... but Wendy wants to go to the beach with me too... I'd prefer to go to the beach with Wendy; as I know I"ll have a blast... but how do I handle the movie thing with Diane? Of all things to worry about...
I remember thinking back when I was in DC... about whether or not I'd ever find someone to date; and get serious with...
Just about 6 months ago, I moved down to the Central Florida area.. thinking, I'm going through culture shock now. What the hell am I going to do here??? It took a while (about 3-4 months) for me to get settled in, and to figure out the lay of the land. Figured things out, and its rather nice... the beach is like 10-minutes away, and to top everything else off; I find that I have no problem at all meeting women here! Like I said, it must be the salt mist in the air; or something...and since its been soooo long since I've dated anyone; I'm in quite a situation here...
First off, there is Diane.. She lives about 45-minutes away from me, is close to my age, and very nice... Attractive, pleasant, but very conservative. Anyone that knows me, I may come across conservative on the outside; but inside I'm not at all... So that is an issue, but I like hanging with her... and doing things. She sort of grounds me, and make me feel normal again. (not that feeling strange is a bad thing at all).
Then, there's Barbara.. She also lives about 45- minutes from me; she's your typical blonde bombshell type, and we have lots of fun together. Not much to say here, if she would ask me to jump, I would say "how high?"
and now there's Wendy... Hmmm, Wendy.. my heart jumps thinking about her... She's very fun, VERY open, beautiful, and mysterous.... I'm not sure about Wendy's feelings towards me.. All the signs are there, holding hands, deep kisses, but there is something missing. I'm not sure what it is... but I do think about her the most, out of all the girls I'm seeing...
So this is my delima.. What do I do? I've not become serious with anyone of the girls I"m seeing, we're just in the dating stages... I"ve never had to juggle dating three people at once before, and its getting hard to handle. For instance, today; I'm supposed to see a movie with Diane... but Wendy wants to go to the beach with me too... I'd prefer to go to the beach with Wendy; as I know I"ll have a blast... but how do I handle the movie thing with Diane? Of all things to worry about...
I remember thinking back when I was in DC... about whether or not I'd ever find someone to date; and get serious with...