Dec 09, 2005 10:50
but I'm no writer.
My blogs are always emo because it seems I only have something to say when I'm really emo.
Christmas is never that great of a time for me. As if I'm not in enough financial disfunction as it is, we have to throw in this holiday of buying things for other people. Sorry to break it to you kids, but the only people I'm buying anything for are Mastercard, Discover, Mt. Clemens General and St. John's Hospital. Sad but true...and all they'll get me are higher interest rates.
But seriously, all I want for Christmas is someone to be there for me the way that I am or have been there for them. I, somehow, keep giving my all to people, but for what? A broken heart and a handfull of aquaintences. Don't worry though, I'm sure I'll put myself through this time and time again...I am the welcome mat on everyone's front step, afterall. And apparently, that's who I was always meant to be.