Where do I go from here

[stranger2006]

This is a question I ask myself when I have spent the past 3 days contemplating my life. Why was I sent here, what is my reason for being at EMU? I had better offers at CMU and I could have just commuted to WSU. Why here? I thought I had that answer, but I guess it was a lie. A mask that God threw over my eyes. I'm not saying I do not like it here, but why was I sent here? All I have been doing here is sit and feel sorry for myself. I haven't done anything to make this feel like home. I thought I found my reason, for every man was made for a certain person. I thought I found that person, I think to much. Which is why I believe that I am never headed for the right places. I over think things, I over analyze. Well I am going to go stretch before I have to leave for Pease.

I love you

-Carl

I constantly think about death
Like Romeo and Juliet
With out my Juliet to save me
So I swallow the poison
And pierce my heart
Our love was so pure
I don't know where to start
Just remember these words I say
For they very well may be my last
There is no love that does not pierce the hands and feet
And when you start to miss me
Remeber that you left me
And now I'm leaving you