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[stranger2006]

This is an entry that is long a waited... I have been holding so stuff in I guess I should let out and what better way than in this Journal type thing...

Okay so my mom wouldnt let me go to Warp Tour...

So instead I hung out with my wonderful friend Nicci...

We went to Faith Fest...

I was expecting someone to show up...

but they didnt...

There were not to many good bands at Faith Fest...

We had a "dance off" in the parking lot of a church on the cornor of Emmons...

I dislike when people think they know who I am...

I would like to let those people know that I am more of a shut in...

Even though I like to hang out...

So dont think I was complaining...

Most of this is in order and some stuff I added in as I felt that they belonged...

I just wish things could go back to the way they were...

Even though I know the person who I want to read this probably wont...

Maybe somethings are better kept in the dark...

In the shadows of my heart where my secrets lie...

Maybe things would change...

I love when I feel Emo...

I have gone 3 months...

and I feel nothing...

It has been 7 months

and my heart still needs mending...

Maybe the night will shadow this lonely feeling...

Fellings of doubt and self-pitty...

Maybe it is time for me...

To get a grip...

A grip on a life...

I thought I understood...

But now I know...

Learning from my mistakes...

Holding on to the pain...

The pain of this life...

This life that is a balance...

A balance of holding on...

And letting go...