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Dear Kalyn, Kitty, Diet, Crystal, Daisy, Light Eagle, Makai, Violet, Paul, Hooter and Buckwheat...
I know I don't think about any of you much anymore, which is almost as painful to think about as it is to admit while writing down. I don't know if it's on purpose or just because i honestly forget, and i don't know which is worse. I miss you so much and i'm forever grateful that i can say that i knew all of you when i did. But it's really hard to know that all of our time spent together was when i was so young. None of you know who i am now, the kind of person that i've become ((or maybe you do, i don't know how you spend your time, wherever you are)). It kills me to admit that so much potential was taken so early on, so much passion and genius and genuine goodness, from all of you. Some of you i was more close with than others, based solely on the fact that you left way too early. I hold each of you in the highest regards, and i want to make sure i think of you at least every other day. Maybe that's why i'm writing this bulk letter, to remind myself to remember you, to let it all out in the only way i know how. I've never prayed, i don't even know if i believe in prayer. But i do believe that sharing my thoughts will somehow reach you. I just wanted to say hello, i miss you and even though my thoughts have been few and very far between, i still remember and love you. A little more everyday.
Happy Birthday Daisy, i'm sorry i couldn't make it to your party this year. I felt everyone and wished i could be there with you. I still have the daisy chainsaw tape mix, i think i'll listen to it tomorrow.
Goodnight my friends.
I know I don't think about any of you much anymore, which is almost as painful to think about as it is to admit while writing down. I don't know if it's on purpose or just because i honestly forget, and i don't know which is worse. I miss you so much and i'm forever grateful that i can say that i knew all of you when i did. But it's really hard to know that all of our time spent together was when i was so young. None of you know who i am now, the kind of person that i've become ((or maybe you do, i don't know how you spend your time, wherever you are)). It kills me to admit that so much potential was taken so early on, so much passion and genius and genuine goodness, from all of you. Some of you i was more close with than others, based solely on the fact that you left way too early. I hold each of you in the highest regards, and i want to make sure i think of you at least every other day. Maybe that's why i'm writing this bulk letter, to remind myself to remember you, to let it all out in the only way i know how. I've never prayed, i don't even know if i believe in prayer. But i do believe that sharing my thoughts will somehow reach you. I just wanted to say hello, i miss you and even though my thoughts have been few and very far between, i still remember and love you. A little more everyday.
Happy Birthday Daisy, i'm sorry i couldn't make it to your party this year. I felt everyone and wished i could be there with you. I still have the daisy chainsaw tape mix, i think i'll listen to it tomorrow.
Goodnight my friends.