if i were a superhero a villian could defeat me by trying to engage me in conversation
work. then borders. then paul frank. then target. back to school. ride with marlene back home.
i suck in social situations. random unexpected run ins with people that i know makes me anxious. random people that talk to me make me nervous and makes me feel like everything i say sounds completely stupid and then i analyze everything once we've gone our separate ways. three situations popped up today that required me to make conversation. THREE. lol
today was not a good day for the socially retarded human being that i am.
really cute random guy did talk to me at borders though(no, not an employee just some random guy). he will from now on be referred to as "The Cute Borders Dude"(who thinks knocked up was way better than superbad and whose mom is 4"11 ) or "TCBD".he was apparently very surprised by the presence of a girl in the humor section. very talkative, funny, and he had a lip ring. god, not any guy can pull off a lip ring, but when a guy can..oh.my.god. weakness. we chatted for a bit.
if i could handpick a boyfriend and just say "you! mine!" it would be a guy like TCBD. thats of course only judging by the 5 minutes or so that we engaged in conversation. rusbel asked me if i got his number. HA! please. again, the socially retarded human being that i am, and the severe case of low self esteem and lack of confidence? plus, he was totally just a guy looking for random conversation and he probably thought i was like 16.
whatev. i suck.
BLAH, have to go back to work at 6:15 and i still have to figure out what i'm gonna do about friday night.
i suck in social situations. random unexpected run ins with people that i know makes me anxious. random people that talk to me make me nervous and makes me feel like everything i say sounds completely stupid and then i analyze everything once we've gone our separate ways. three situations popped up today that required me to make conversation. THREE. lol
today was not a good day for the socially retarded human being that i am.
really cute random guy did talk to me at borders though(no, not an employee just some random guy). he will from now on be referred to as "The Cute Borders Dude"(who thinks knocked up was way better than superbad and whose mom is 4"11 ) or "TCBD".he was apparently very surprised by the presence of a girl in the humor section. very talkative, funny, and he had a lip ring. god, not any guy can pull off a lip ring, but when a guy can..oh.my.god. weakness. we chatted for a bit.
if i could handpick a boyfriend and just say "you! mine!" it would be a guy like TCBD. thats of course only judging by the 5 minutes or so that we engaged in conversation. rusbel asked me if i got his number. HA! please. again, the socially retarded human being that i am, and the severe case of low self esteem and lack of confidence? plus, he was totally just a guy looking for random conversation and he probably thought i was like 16.
whatev. i suck.
BLAH, have to go back to work at 6:15 and i still have to figure out what i'm gonna do about friday night.